6/15/2022 the summer of my lifeHow can I be sick in the summer of my life?
I am in the very center of paradise and still I am sick. I spend mornings on foggy mountaintops afternoons on lush beaches and nights in the arms of a man I think I might love, the ocean is quite literally at my doorstep but still, I feel like I haven’t spoken in weeks like I haven’t left my house in months like my curtains have been drawn since I moved in. im 18 floors up and the heat should still be able to reach me up here but it never does sometimes if I stare at my ceiling for long enough snowflakes start to fall, my lips turn blue and the frost gathering on my lashes starts to cloud my vision. my cheeks redden not from long days under Hawaiian suns but from a chronic coldness I can’t seem to shake. I am in paradise surrounded by sunshine and wreathed in love but still I am sick. Comments are closed.
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